thanks ladies i cant thank you enough, my cold has fully taken over and i feel so crappy so dont think that helps and we are so short staffed and i have to attend this court thing about an abusive tennant in the morning, i know i shouldnt test again as it will only worry me but i also know i will struggle to resist but if i cave i will make sure i leave it another 2 days minimum.
mr f came home and first words 'try to think positive' arghh!! i told him hes not aloud to say them words ever again as they are driving me mad lol. he was so sweet and even tried to cancel his workout this evening, but he is taking part in a challenge for help the heros with 4 of our friends on the 7th sept so i persuaded him that he needs to go as he has worked so hard for it and it took me ages to get him to leave he was trying to make me some dinner and kept asking if i needed anything. he also told me he is working sat (in 10 years he has never worked a saturday) so i asked him why he said its a weeks wages for one day but he wont if i dont want him to, so i told him he could if he puts some money aside for a 10 week scan (fingers crossed we get that far) i was only joking as the credit card is empty so i can always use that if needs be. his reply 'i will put all the money to one side so you can have as many scans as you want' how sweet is that! although if he asks if there is anything more we can do one more time i swear i will be on murder charges haha
thanks for making me feel better, i really appreciate it. so lovley to have people to talk to without feeling like im being judged